Filed under: Autumn | Tags: 27s, Amy, Body Image, bones, forgetfulness, jewelry, recovery, RULES, tie dye, Work
Worked forever today. I was so happy that I wore my tie dye hooded shirt underneath my tight black sweater, but my manager made me hide the hood. Millions of bracelets and rings, hair wild, huge earrings, and I felt so great. I’m still happy and it’s great. No hunger, no pain, no anything cos I feel so goddamn perfect.
My collar bones are sticking out more than they were this morning, I swear… so is my stomach though. Another unsuccessful day. I wanted more great looking people to come in so I could just look at them. And a few did, a few guys, a few girls. Ya know, I like both sometimes.
I kept looking at this wig that would look so much better with my costume than the one I bought. I WANNA TRY IT ON but it’s against health code so ummm. I’m going to do it hush hush on Saturday. I’ll just smuggle it into the bathroom or something. I mean, I cannot be expected to buy it without seeing what it looks like. And, uhhh, I wash my hair on the daily so I doubt I have any hair-borne viruses.
I left my sketch book in the office at work! OH NO! It’s pretty damn private and I just forgot to take it out of my bag before I got in Dad’s car so I would be stupid to leave it for him to read. Oh well. It’s pretty decent. Maybe that cute kid at work will look at it. HA HA. I need to meet someone my own age.
My thoughts are all jumbled. My ass looks great tonight. My work uniform is black and khaki. I think I can handle it. I need mooooore khaki though. Oh, and black tops.
I
am
babbling.
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that feeling that those happy pills give you will only last so long, unfortunately. after like 4 days in a row you stop feeling it and you get kinda hungry and you get tired and it sucks.. but i lost like 6 lbs. recently cos of those
but uh really if you need any my boyfriend is prescribed two different kinds so i mean, let me know!
Comment by kelsey October 2, 2008 @ 3:31 amsucks binging after a good fast with those things
Comment by sherylannn October 2, 2008 @ 3:39 amthe only thing i could do without is the lack of sleep they provide
Comment by amyten October 2, 2008 @ 6:41 am