Comments for Don't try this at home

Comment on winter by cordie

cordie — Thu, 08 Jan 2009 04:10:37 +0000

i love your blog and im so glad you’ve posted after a little break. its so honest, which is so really refreshing to read. keep it up, and keep strong xx

Comment on obama by fullbodytransplant

fullbodytransplant — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 02:22:51 +0000

Beautiful.

It is a new day rising, and it will include a new emphasis on the Arts:

http://fullbodytransplant.wordpress.com/2008/11/02/obama-for-the-arts/

We did it.

Yes we did.

Comment on Imagine Shooting stars not Candy Bars by amyten

amyten — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 01:32:25 +0000

trippin

Comment on “Will I still be able to call you?” by andreatorrani

andreatorrani — Sat, 25 Oct 2008 01:18:07 +0000

Amy, I know the feelings, I know them all..every single one you write about. I cry when i read what you write about your eating disorder because it seems so crazy to me that someone can write down what has been happenening in my head so perfectly. I can’t even get it out so flawlessly. It just takes that isolating feeling of being SO ALONE with your eating disorder and just gives it a slap across the face. It’s scary but it feels so good.

Remember when we used to slap eachother?
I was the skinniest i’ve ever been during that time. And not one day goes by that i don’t think “I WOULD KILL TO LOOK LIKE THAT AGAIN.”

but nope, i don’t even think it is anorexica i have anymore, or bulimia. You know that stage in the cycle when it isn’t bingeing and purging but it’s JUST bingeing? that’s me, everyday.
i call each bite of food i take, the last morsle of food my lips will grace for at least 2 days.
never happens. and i hate myself for not purging.
i feel so stupid, i’m supposed to be anorexic, not a fucking binge eater.

but i hate anorexica, i hate bulima, i hate BINGEING MORE THAN ANYTHING ESLE and i am SO GODDAMN SICK OF IT. i want out out out out, i can’t take it.. i can’t take the way my mind is completely consumed in thoughts of my eating disorder.
why can’t i just pluck this out of my head and set it to fire?

let’s do that. let’s set the world on fire, amy. i miss you.

(i don’t know if you really care to see how i am doing but i just wanted to let you know, i am here for you and i’m struggling too. you are not alone)

Comment on i think we’re breaking up this time by sherylannn

sherylannn — Sat, 18 Oct 2008 12:48:06 +0000

im so proud of you

Comment on someone who understands. by Kari

Kari — Tue, 14 Oct 2008 03:32:47 +0000

Aw love I’m tearing up. Beautiful. I love you and I wish I was with you. I miss you.

Comment on someone who understands. by sammi d

sammi d — Tue, 14 Oct 2008 02:45:23 +0000

this was beautiful…the last line especially makes me wish you were here so I could give you the biggest hug.

Comment on monster by sherylannn

sherylannn — Mon, 13 Oct 2008 14:28:39 +0000

whatever works

Comment on monster by andreatorrani

andreatorrani — Sun, 12 Oct 2008 23:55:47 +0000

my words exactly

Comment on monster by Lola Snow

Lola Snow — Sat, 11 Oct 2008 08:27:08 +0000

I might give it a go then. But I think mine’s a “Her”. She’s a two-faced, manipulative cow!