Don’t try this at home

numb.

not a tear left to shed. 

no emotions. no feelings. no hope. 

you could die, and i don’t think id be effected. 

not because i don’t love you

because i cant love anything.

i dont love myself.

i cant breathe anymore. 

just numb.

no racing thoughts.

mind still.

medicate me. 

make me feel.

ill sit in a leather chair and talk to a prescription pad.

somethings gotta give.

someone reach in. 

help me get out.

im such a sad sad girl.